Ralaxy - A.D.H.D? Lyrics

Some of you might've been thinking bad, some of you be thinking good, all alone with little
Stand, took it for granted, so miscommunication entering the state, and some people don't speak it, I ought to translate
Take it back with the family, didn't wait a turn to speak around, I interrupted many, glad they happened to wait
I was here to learn, shifting to the socializing, and the other way around, back to back
Wonder why some people looking at me like that? What is them niggas trying to say? I was laughing too hard, they don't wanna stay?
No one gonna ask, thinking that don't matter but themselves, not gon' talk to me about it, but to other people?
Told me it's okay, they would tend to grow up, be more likable, a little out there and acceptable
Turning to the next year, moving kind of far from the current, you can know the peers around you
Mom said, I would like to meet, I would like to get to know, give it a shot, my closer friend be doing good
Now I'm few months in, aware of all the pressure that I'm under, why these niggas really sticking with the bugging,
You don't even know what I do? You don't want knowing, seeing the needs
The little thing was closer to my mouth, prevent the deceive, I didn't want the courage walking up
Knowing from the first day, all I gotta take is just a little more peace
But then again I wouldn't, hand me that shit I rely on, a repellent method not perpetuating my fears
Know I feel so f*cked up until the next day, there wasn't need for concerns, now it's been a lot
Why would even I do that? There was not much thinking into it
It finished with the momentary satisfaction, now this trademark that everybody knowing about
Had the week of feedback (And yourself as a person)
Is you happy who you are? Are you happy how you feel with some people?
It wouldn't occur if I wasn't in this place, you think it's been me though?
Nothing but reminders, what was it teaching? I couldn't watch it happen to somebody else that I know?
Stick to the plan, God watching everything, Miles getting somebody better
New year started, disassociated, f*cking everybody day's up, I'm included
Thinking it's better inside, I really got time to think, it was f*ck me
Wish they know why I'm so erratic, but I'm not intriguing already
Built in my image to some niggas had a problem with already
Now the pestering f*cking doubled from the separate areas
F*ck that, we don't need that shit anyway
No redeeming qualities to both of us, stay like that if that shit meaning quietness
Inside the house and have the thoughts all gathered up, and bottled
Where am I supposed to spill it, Thought I was the one that cannot focus so well?
I can't hold that grudge for way too long
Either myself or you, no other way around it
I can't ever tell the difference who more bitter
I just had to break down why you laughing, but I wanna know the reason why you was?
Don't divide, nigga, add, multiply
Some of us can work it out, and everything could be fine
Even thinking 'bout the message that was stuck in your mind
The elementary 'least got a couple buddies saved (Which)
I know it feels right, everything works
This the only shit that keep me occupied
Yeah, the good charisma, all the cost of the pay
Not worth it though, misunderstood for what?
I'll live with it all, at once without you, my nigga
Only off when I don't get the water
Made us hate each other's company, but he knows I feel bad
Relax again until the cycle wanna continue
Was it really common for me, wasn't it?
It don't matter, thinking I scattered? I did
First time a bad day, and I see it like it's somebody else
I would let it fly, backing up inside
Then a minute ago, better go high
You know that you above these people
I don't wanna see "Bye's"
Not the case now, I don't act dirty
And I still write wrongs, and I cover up the worries
Trying focus on my shit now
'Cause if I'm not, I cannot see the same things
If that shit don't take a hurry
I don't know which side to lean on
If it costing, leave it, rotate when it's all manual
Out of my hands when this was automatic
Happened too fast, gotta get my shit together for them (For them)
Some of you might've been thinking bad, some of you be thinking good, all alone with little
Stand, took it for granted, so miscommunication entering the state, and some people don't speak it, I ought to translate