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Of course the last one staying, was the first one, would anybody see with me now?
Mean, it never really gets too far, and with the oldest I just let it boil, but I know it's
All on my hands
Didn't matter what was the age to me, I meant what I was thinking and doing
Irony not visible yet
I didn't think about the quantity of people set, got too comfortable right here, but what
Can matter in the other place?
And I'm used to the setting, never went addressing my projecting, where the message?
I'm supposed to be what you're supposed to get, but never said something, and turned
Like that wasn't important
Still been insecure, got the images flashing
Heart was sinking for a while, how did it happen?
What they saying
You been giving shit, but we do, you don't like it
I kept it hidden, what be the triggers?
They be sighting how I be
Fights been common lately
Why's that look on my face?
And now apologizing
Just don't want to be lost, repeat a cycle, skip that
No wonder why the niggas exit, fully known
And been known for that
Niggas crying wasn't worth it, is you proud with that?
New stays but can't see anyone, 'cause that shit been with me, ain't no f*cking high status
Now it's calls from home, hello?
All the pestering, groups been chilling in other houses, I've been holding on myself
But I can f*cking see what that means, and what it is, and how frequent is the scenes
They've been asking, niggas laughing, honestly, I would've been too
Everything that's eaten was insipid, stuck in the throat
Trying to do a better job at not taking their word, I'm sorry
I don't have the answer why this shit was everyday
Isolation in the room got nothing to do
It's not chosen, it's the option, but there's gotta be tries
They got that much on my web, and they got some plans
All comes down to being terrified
Losing myself in that world, so what I'm gonna do, nothing?
It don't feel like I have something deserving
The words the only thing that's tying into current events
Sorry for not sticking to my word
Ignorance showing, ignorance in the process
Bliss not in the picture, who repelling from us?
Then you told me, never seen me get to the core
Only around to feel the presence and knowing somebody there
Not surprised by the shares, those the last times before I left
Didn't want to end it on that note
But you know, they didn't want me anyway
Shouldn't carry that anymore
Nowhere to stick out
Never been easy
Unless I get lucky for this to move on
Should've seen the writing from day one
Now the rest been letting go, now we know