Rap Man Gavin - Advanced Healing Lyrics

I was up early, you were still sleeping, I had known fate wasn't kind then
Always knew hate would arrive then, next thing you say that it's just 'bout surviving
What did I mean when I said that's its gon' be alright man
That was my damn little mind saying this is nice keep the icing
Even if they cakes gon' bad take a slice and
Die! You poison me
You poetically embroided me and gorgeously you torture me
Avoid me please I often bleed a foster kid of rap they couldn't father me
But father please don't ask to be my God for l long I need to leave this realm it's hell
I fell, it overwhelms myself I hate the L in drugs I really wanna run, I gotta get a gun
And I'm praying! That's what you wanted right
Rather be a pain to the world then a f*cking guide
F*ck that other f*cking guy
Find him in the f*cking night
Make a nigga bleed for the sins of another guy right
Sike, I'm alright, haven't lied to myself for a while now
Bottom Rock road, but I still gotta 9 to 5 though
Ride or die, no
That was not that dope
Kinda miss your eyes
I'm alright though
We ain't gotta fight no more it's a bygone
It was like poof, bye, gone
I was like oof, come on
It was still new, reborn
But I imagine you moved on too
And you grew, and you glew, what it do, just a dude, with the blues cause of you
Ooh
Standing in the rain with a smoke I'm a cliche character
No stamina no ladder here can't get over this I'm so adamant
To add it to stagger with all my baggage and embarrassments
Scattered with a canister of edibles to balance what I never heard
F*ck I'm already hurt again by your thought wish we fought it out
Nah, wish I thought it out
When all the doubt was all but out
It's awful now, I'm all for now
But that was not worth it, it was awful wow
Right f*ck We're down
But I need you around
I'm not one for nothing, that was so much nothing, still I'm up I'm frontin' bout it now
But I'm getting sleeping again, wow
Guess this shit is just hit and miss sometimes