Rare Caine - Head Up Lyrics

I'm getting loaded
I'm sippin that syrup
Head up , tell me what's the new word
Head blown get you put on ah curb
Steady leaning , if you scared then go run
Praying daily , giving thanks like a nun
They clowned me , they didnt see my vision
How i'm livin , my hopes to the ceiling
Real nigga . you can't be in my position
What's the matter, thought you made yo decision
You ain't gang , put you out of my circle
Fadeaway, you can move from my presence
Going up , God been sending me blessings
Everyday , i be learning new lessons
Understand , ima show you what's happenin
Take my hand , ima show you your bestest
Take my hand , ima show you the greatest
Never met noone as real as me i figured you should know
Ima get it regardless , i'm best at my lowest , you said that you loved me , that shit is beneath me
You said that you with me , you really not with me
If swear if you gang then i'm promise you eating
I'm real & i'm rare and you can't tell me different
I'm real & i'm rare , bet you don't know the difference
I been floatin getting hella paper
Demons talking like the undertaker
I just wanna see my people shine
I been working waiting on my time
I won't change , even for a dime
Wonder how it happen like number nine
I swear i won't fumble , if i say it's mine
This life i been living , can't waste no time
I say i want it ima get it , ain't no changing that
Searching for love , i know it's wrong but i just want it once
If i tell you that i love you know that it's a fact
They hurt my soul , they cut me deep how i'm gon handle dat
Showed yo true colors in the moment
I remember it all
You let me down
You dimmed my heart
That's why i'm empty now
Can't take away the fact i'm heartless , i been thuggin na
Dont even mention , don't want no dealings , i'm good on my own
I been coolan , i been hustling for 3 days straight
Lace up my shoes , got some to prove , i'm picking up the pace
You can't compete , i'm in the lead and you in last place
I go so hard. , i ball so hard , they wanna take my place
Moving fast , i been all out my body
On my own , having fun with my hobby
Cross me once , take you out from existence
Real & rare just the way that i'm living
Send you to the land where the gates hot and ready
I'm stuck in this trap , diamonds bobby and whitney
Smoking this weed to take away from bad feelings
I'm doing my all , to make sure that you feel me
Mamba mentality , work hard like i'm kobe
I'm destined for greatness , i'm gone be a legend
I know what they seeing , i make them come feel me
Evolving and changing , what come when you winning
Created my lane , making way for my vision
I took all that pain , put my heart in my lyrics
I showed them the way ;keep my eyes on the mission
My love fade away know it ain't no forgiving