Oh a fresh breath fills my lungs
I have a look online
Though now I speak in tongues
It brings some joy to life
Fond of a false high
My ignorance became a skill
But now I struggle to deny
Curdled over like
A glass of cheese milk
In my heart I do know
All is well but lately
I can't stop the tear flow
Even when I'm care free
It's so hard when I try
I can't seem to convince
Myself that I'm alright
I watch you when you wince
But when will my life ever be about me
You have all these expectations but
They always seem to be from ill will
You want me to be a mindless zombie
But that's good for you because
I'm curdled over like
A glass of cheese milk
In my heart I now know
Nothing's well cause lately
I can't stop the tear flow
You won't let me be free
In my heart I now know
Nothing's well cause lately
I can't stop the tear flow
You won't let me be free