Rewind time
To when everything was fine
When my body was okay
When I used to smile and play
When I used to have friends who were by my side
Now I fear the unknown
The dark times and the light
And I had this coming
Hide away from the adventure
So I never ever have to venture
And I changed my mind time after time
Here I am
Washed Up
Eyes shut tight, as I try
Lose the pride, before your sight
Actions they have consequences, in this case a loss of life
Watching each day tick past my eyes without even thinking twice
And I accept that
Or at least I think I do
But now should I
Pollute myself with chemical health
Or destroy myself with my mental health
And though death can be a murder
I ain't part of the flock, I'm just a lonely crow
Eyes shut tight, as I try
Lose the pride, before your sight
And I know that it's not over
And I know it's premature
But the death of a friend, it rots me to the core
Eyes shut tight, as I try
I told you once and I'll tell you one more time
I told you once and I'll tell you one more time
This ain't a song for me, it's a song for you
It's a song for you