(kinda) sober Video (MV)

You're screaming"Stop the car!"
And kissing me like I'm missing
(And kissing me like I'm missing)
With one hand on my heart
Like you're excited I'm living
(Like you're excited I'm living)
The leaves, the air
I'm sinking dreaming about
My hands, your hair
It isn't fair that I went insane from exposure
To the blameless eyes that stray from overdoses in October
What a shame I've never been this kind of sober
You're scraping at the scar
As we lock eyes in the rearview
(As we lock eyes in the rearview)
Kissing him in my car
Staining him with makeup, I don't wanna wake up with you
(I don't wanna wake up with you)
You crave despair
From every new side of me
Just leave, I dare
How is it fair that I went insane from exposure
To the blameless eyes that stray from overdoses in October
What a shame I've never been this kind
I wouldn't pull you any closer
There's a stained disguise ashamed from diagnosing my proposer
Rearranging my disdain by dosing over
It isn't fair that I went insane from exposure
To the blameless eyes that stray from overdoses in October
What a shame I've never been this high
I wouldn't pull you any closer
There's a stained disguise ashamed from diagnosing my proposer
Rearranging my disdain by dosing over
How is it fair?
What a shame I've never been this kind of sober