Raymond Jermaine - LOVED ON CONDITION! Lyrics

You taught me a lot shit all in 7 months
And it's f*cked up cause, I ain't apply not one
I would get in my feelings and say f*ck this shit
Like I ain't know what I had, so quick to quit
Like Raymond, grow the f*ck up or be left alone
She used to blow my line down, do not disturb
Don't hit my phone
I was doing this to the love of my life, like damnit
Used to run up her anxiety, with attacks I'm talking panic
I was moving off the dark cloud above
And she was moving off pure love
Like, I wish I was different before I met that woman
Should've checked myself to therapy, uhh that one summer
I would've treated you different
I would've loved you unconditional
Would've healed wounds I didn't make, really medicinal
But now we going our seperate ways
I would be lying if I said I didn't reminisce on them days

I loved on condition
It wasn't right
Forgive me?

You loved unconditional
It was right
So forgive me?

God had to show me who I was for real
I know I prayed for it, but the truth makes me ill
My mental was all logic but should've met you emotionally
Those the moments that counted the most
How it supposed to be
But I've failed time after time man
I was just wasting your time man