Reaching Redemption - Ditritivores Lyrics

Are all my thoughts are really my own?
Sorry I can't call you home
I watch as my character divides in two
The water reflects my worm eaten face
Out on the surface I feel misplaced
I watch my character divide in two
Down in this coffin I lay with the flies
Can't even bother to look in my eyes
Tell me darling what do you think of me now
It's funny you think you can make a difference
The worms have already claimed me as one of their own
I know it's hard for you to make decisions
But this one darling you must leave alone
What do you think of me now
My shell is my armour
My antennae tell me where to go
This pain I feel's like no other
You say cut the weeds I say let them grow
Hate to tell you darling but you got a garden full of pests
This used to be your habitat
But now you feel as if you've become their guest
You can't understand I see the vultures as friends
They let me pick at their scraps
You can't comprehend the f*cking trouble I'm in
I wear this guilt like a hat
I feel asleep but I've never been more awake
I've confused myself with the difference between love and hate
I see the sky and it's falling down falling down on me
Come on darling the worms are calling follow me