Realitay - Jess Lyrics

It's actually crazy that I lost you
I always wonder if ya miss us like I do
It's really sad that we broke apart
Our love was so strong but it turned so dark
I still remember when I met you
I was blown away looking at an angel
I still dream about you here and there
I miss your touch I miss your kiss I wish I didn't care
I wish that I could just move on
But I can't that's why I had to write this song
I hate when people mention your name
I act like I don't care but it plays with my brain
I got a text from you the other day
It's really sad that we drifted things just aren't the same
I'm sorry I couldn't reply to you
It's just hard knowing that your with another dude
You were my first valentine
You were my everything and you were my sunshine
I miss holding you tight
I miss ya cute smile and I wish you were mine
You were my first valentine
You were my everything and you were my sunshine
I miss holding you tight
I miss ya cute smile and I wish you were mine
No one could ever love you like I do
I wonder if you still crave me like I crave you
I always wonder were it went wrong
Was it my fault was it your fault was our love to strong
I guess it doesn't matter anymore
We've gone our separate ways life can be cruel and raw
But there's still a massive hole in my heart
I kind of wish I never met you f*ck a broken heart
Jess if ya listening to this track
Just know I'm lonely and I'm wishing you were here fact
I wonder what we could've been
I wonder if we could've lasted like we used to dream
Imagine if we had our own kids
And we grew old like my nan and pop did
See it's like you can't be erased
You have my heart you have my soul I wish this was all fake
You were my first valentine
You were my everything and you were my sunshine
I miss holding you tight
I miss ya cute smile and I wish you were mine
You were my first valentine
You were my everything and you were my sunshine
I miss holding you tight
I miss ya cute smile and I wish you were mine
You're on my mind all the time
It's hard persevering when I know you're not mine
I miss all the days that we used to spend together
Like trick or treating in the dark I wanted you forever
Every single day I'm still thinking bout you
I wonder how you are and I wonder what you do
I wonder if you still think about me on the daily
Or maybe I'm obsessed and it's gonna drive me crazy
All these f*cking things that are reminding me of you
Makes my heart ache and my dread is through the roof
Maybe this was meant to be
Maybe we were meant to end
Maybe we were to toxic but I'll still love you till the end
Jess if ya missing me too
Just listen to this tune cause this one's just for you
And if we never get back together
I'm glad we shared memories that will last forever
You were my first valentine
You were my everything and you were my sunshine
I miss holding you tight
I miss ya cute smile and I wish you were mine
You were my first valentine
You were my everything and you were my sunshine
I miss holding you tight
I miss ya cute smile and I wish you were mine