Realitay - Life's Tuff Lyrics

Waking up and I wanna sesh
Got to stay high yep got to do my best
I'm only twenty and I'm struggling
When I pick up that pen yeah it's troubling
These dark thoughts can't seem to go away
All I want is peace and love and a happy day
Pay pay is what I'm really looking for
I need to get my shit together and jump on the horse
I know money isn't happiness
But try survive off all these cents yeah it ain't the best
I had to get this off my chest
Bottling in emotions I can't test
Sleeping on the couch at my mums
Will I have it better or will I be a bum
When I want to escape
I write down my thoughts and my pain fades away
Best feelings when you find yourself
But when you lose yourself well then it's pure hell
Life is never gonna stop for no one
Life's tuff yep but that's what makes us grow ya
Best feelings when you find yourself
But when you lose yourself well then it's pure hell
Life is never gonna stop for no one
Life's tuff yep but that's what makes us grow ya
I'm living life but I'm not in it
I kind of feel this sense of doom like I can't win it
I'm free to roam but I sit and sob
I'm glad that I'm applying for all these jobs
I've started being sociable again
It's been a while yeah I've missed it we all need a friend
We need a friend to help us when we're down
We all need to be loved can't you feel me now
How do I figure my life out
I don't think I ever will I hope something pans out
I'm hoping my mental illness fades
I have my doubts my life is like a hectic maze
I'm looking round but I don't feel shit
All my senses cut off I think the devil's lit
Visions blurry as I'm baked
Life keeps moving on don't hold onto hate
Best feelings when you find yourself
But when you lose yourself well then it's pure hell
Life is never gonna stop for no one
Life's tuff yep but that's what makes us grow ya
Best feelings when you find yourself
But when you lose yourself well then it's pure hell
Life is never gonna stop for no one
Life's tuff yep but that's what makes us grow ya
I have all this doubt in my mind
At any second any minute yeah at any time
I need to retrain this brain
I need to let go of all this sorrow and this pain
I smashed out this song in one sesh
I've started setting little goals yep in my head
I hope one day I'll make my mother proud
I hope one day you'll be screaming my song out loud
My song out loud in my crowd a packed out show overseas make myself proud
Reality can keep shifting life's so strange what even is existing
What happens when we all die
What happens if our whole system is a lie
Thoughts are flowing so I write them down
I wish I wasn't always down like a comedown
Best feelings when you find yourself
But when you lose yourself well then it's pure hell
Life is never gonna stop for no one
Life's tuff yep but that's what makes us grow ya
Best feelings when you find yourself
But when you lose yourself well then it's pure hell
Life is never gonna stop for no one
Life's tuff yep but that's what makes us grow ya