the cold side in the sun Video (MV)

You won't find me if I don't know
Who I'm supposed to be
Where can I find peace of mind?
I'm tearing up on this silent endless night
But I'm sure that this world
Will fade before I do
Someday I'll be under the sky
As a cold side in the sun
I can no longer hide and sigh
To see if tomorrow comes
If I'm lucky I will try to keep my hopes from the ground
Should happen now
Still long for something that was
And will never be?
I'm half of what you left behind
In forgotten pictures of dying times
When i dived into the noise
The cracks the lies
To hear these words collide
Erase the ghost I made
In the back of your mind
And leave it all behind
Someday I'll be under the sky
As a cold side in the sun
I can no longer hide and sigh
To see if tomorrow comes
If I'm lucky I will try to keep my hopes from the ground
Should happen now
Still long for something that was
And will never be?
It will happen as before
It will happen as before
It will happen as before