Overthinking Video (MV)

I got no dreams to chase
(To chase, To chase)
Cuz I don't sleep, no
I'm always awake
So many nights I waste
(I waste, I waste)
Just overthinking myself, it's killing me
I feel like im killing myself, no suicide, it's on purpose
I'm thinking to myself everyday like, "What's my purpose?"
And I can't sleep at night I stay up like a light switch
I don't got a job, how my brain work a night shift?
I don't got no one that loves me my family just pretend
Everybody uses me and say that they my friends
I'm alone in this Earth shit
I gotta question everyday if I'm worth shit
But then I reminisce on life and the people that I miss
What do I hate about myself? Motherf*cker, I got a list
And people ain't shit, cuz you love em and get dissed
I don't even trust God, I don't think he exists
Aww f*ck it tho
Damn, at least I still got McBuckets tho
Plus King and Snax, yeah my niggas by my side
And I know they down to ride
But who's gon go first and will I be able to say goodbye?
I'm overthinking, damn
I got no dreams to chase
(To chase, To chase)
Cuz I don't sleep, no
I'm always awake
So many nights I waste
(I waste, I waste)
Just overthinking myself, it's killing me
I feel like I'm killing myself, but I dont know how to react
I don't trust no one around me so I gotta watch my back
They supposed to be my friends, but it's loyalty they lack
They pants on fire, but yet I still cut em slack...
Is that Red Arrow? He be at the Open Mikes
He talks about himself onstage, so he must be open right?
Nah, I like to be alone, I dont keep no one around
Cuz if nobody's around, then they can never let me down
I done lost my faith, truth be told, I'm exhausted
If you wanna be in my life, please take caution
Heart on ice, but Fat Boy from the fire
Why does it take so much for me to feel inspired?
I've been crippled by anxiety, avoided by society
I can't rely on them, but they always rely on me
Yeah they always rely on me
At this point, I'm waiting for one to die on me
But will they die or me?
I got no dreams to chase
(To chase, To chase)
Cuz I don't sleep, no
I'm always awake
So many nights I waste
(I waste, I waste)
Just overthinking myself, it's killing me