Redro - By Nightfall Lyrics

My heart is in pieces overthinking every night
About what I did or what I clearly didnt do right
Imagine if you kept your promise and you didn't lie
Oh what could've been now I'm so stuck in some times
Relying to much on one person
To be happy, now I stay hurting
Knew you'd leave but denial was chirping
Tried to fix what I thought was ok
You just Left me without saying anythang
Don't think if we talked now it'd be the same
Phases overcame me in a new lane
Now I'm on the go on the daily
My life is changing
Wishing you were around
Now that I look it's like you're nowhere to be found
By Nightfall I think about better times
When you were still around
And all the memories that resurface at night
By Nightfall I think it all
From everything that I lost in my life
To my problems that I stay tryna fight
It only gets harder when it comes down to who to trust
Especially when past relationships had f*cked me up
I really was in love with someone who wouldn't last
I wonder if you think about all the times that we had
Our minds are the biggest weapon
The time of day teaches us the lesson
They could hurt us or they could help us
But by night they mostly repel us
The weekends are the only time I can feel alive
Nonchalant feelings until the time is right
Losing control of who I used to be
That's what happens when all you do is think
I try to fight my battles alone
Wishing you didn't go
Mental state isn't great
This pain isn't forever everything will be ok
By Nightfall I think about better times
When you were still around
And all the memories that resurface at night
By Nightfall I think it all
From everything that I lost in my life
To my problems that I stay tryna fight
Everything will be ok