I never meant to do all those bad things
But I did them regardless
I never meant to leave you alone
I'm alone in my head
And it hurts every day but you are not here
I want you every day but you're every day more further from me
I miss it the way you used to be with me
The way we used to be
And you could say that I have always been there by your side
But we both know that's a lie
And I still think about you all the time
Ain't a lie ain't a lie
I hate it so much but I might have to give it a try
For you to rise