Regrown - Closed Casket Material Lyrics

I lost myself
But I gained a crutch
Made of you and everyone
And still somehow
I couldn't stand up
My head was too much
But somehow not enough
I think sometime
I will change

Closed Casket Material
Something that's better off underground

So I gave up
On everyone but myself
Tried bettering my mental health
But I got stuck in the same place
It's like a contest
Who has it worse?
I think I need some damn rest

Closed Casket Material
Something that's better off underground
I think I'm Closed Casket Material
I understand if you don't want me around

Yeah yeah we could try to change
But we both know that things are gonna stay the same
I suggest you stay out of my way
We both need to grow
We need to change