Relly Ctm - A long walk home (feat. Trendy Ctm) Lyrics

Said I'm done with love songs
Yeah, this some pain
Didn't even mean to hurt you but you blame me for the rain
Thought that it was destined for you to stay
But I guess we had to go our separate ways
Heartbreak anniversary
Look how times changed no more reminiscing
Smoke a 8th it'll take the pain away
Knew that I was gifted since a youngin pops paved the way
It's been so long, gotta make it back home today
Cause you know I'm taking off like a rocket
A lot of niggas mad cause they know they can't stop it
For all of my brothers, yeah you know that I'm sliding
Looking for the old me, you better keep trying
Ain't the same nigga that I used to be
Gotta keep shit real, this lifestyle new to me
Only goin up, you better get used to me
Took some L's before, still ain't phasing me
Gotta a lot on my mind
When I'm high, don't feel no pain inside
Ain't committing no crimes
But girl, how could you lie
All the demons I fight
Gotta make it out the hood to survive
Remember all the hard times
Held you down but you still switch sides
I'm just trying to be the best that I can be
Know I got these niggas worried, watching me on IG
See me blowing up, now they mad cause they laughed at me
Didn't see the vision so you can't play for the team
Don't understand all this fake love that they showing me
Took a L if you ever looked down on me
Looking up and I know my grandma proud of me
Said I'm doing love songs, yeah, this some pain
Didn't even mean to hurt you but you blame me for the rain
Thought that it was destined for you to stay
But I guess we had to go our separate ways
Heartbreak anniversary
Look how time changed, no more reminiscing
Smoke a 8th , it'll take the pain away
Knew that I was gifted since a youngin pops paved the way
It's been so long
Gotta make it back on the day
I'm like, where do I begin
I'm just tryna make it home but I never make it in
Got these demons in my mind, gotta speak to me again
Got me balling like a spartan like I came from Michigan
Yeah, yeah
Ain't no more depression but I feel I'm bout to fall in
I be balling like I'm spalding
Every single time you, know I move around with caution
DTN,CTM, you know we all in
Yeah, yeah
Shawty, all I see is red
Murder, murder
Murder, murder
Murder, murder
Murder, murder
Yeah, yeah
I got feel it in my blood
Murder, murder
Murder, murder
Said I'm done with love songs, yeah, it's some pain
Didn't even mean to hurt you but you blame me for the rain
Thought that it was destined for you to stay
But I guess we had to go our separate ways
Heartbreak anniversary
Look how time changed, no more reminiscing
Smoke a 8th, it'll take the pain away
Knew that I was gifted since a youngin pops paved the way ,
It's been so long
Gotta make it back on home today
Gotta make it back home
Murder, murder
Murder
Murder, murder