Remember August - Reservations Lyrics

There's a fear thats lodged
Deep inside my chest
Hearing footsteps walk behind me
And they say its for the best
The way you cut your dress
So extra short
You only flirt
When you're at my shows
A pain that I can't ignore
A sore that I've allowed to grow

You love to share your eyes
But not with me
Although my love is blind
This still runs deep
I can't help that
I care about what you think
Authenticity never felt hard to keep

Will it always be so
When will the tulips start to grow
Time had passed
And I know
This hourglass is moving slow
Counting the steps
That it took to erase
A dream where this boy
Finally learns his place
A journey once shared
Turned to his escape
Reservations expired
This must be fate
I know
You didn't ask for this
I will leave California
If it seems its worth the risk
All our talks now
Are saturated
Admiration is overrated

You love to share your eyes
But not with me
Although my love is blind
This still runs deep
I can't help that
I care about what you think
Authenticity never felt had to keep