That Side Video (MV)

When you're livin' your life on
That side of the road that's cold
From the shadows of all that mountain shade
You'll start to fade
When you're livin' your life on
That side of the road that's cold
From the shadows of all that mountain shade
You'll start to fade
When you're livin' your life on
That side of the road that's cold
From the shadows of all that mountain shade
You'll start to fade
When you're livin' your life on
That side of the road that's
Cold, cold, you'll start to fade
My head? I don't know where
Every thought I have it dissipates into the air
Why'd I have a brain that makes a thought all
Vapor? Roll 'em in a paper see if I still care
I still care
Pass it to the left, but smell the smoke in my hair
Somebody pinch me- see if i'm still there
If a pinch don't work, gotta push me down the stairs
I don't know why they gotta stare
It seems I'm only urgent when the light goes away
But I still I stay being confident and
Empty every second every day
When you're tryna figure out how it all got this way
Backtracked my mind and found my own decay
Cuz I stayed too quiet, and when you backtrack that
There's a reason for the quiet
Never wanting to believe that my traumas still riot
But my traumas still riot riot riot riot
When you're livin' your life on
That side of the road that's cold
From the shadows of all that mountain shade
You'll start to fade
When you're livin' your life on
That side of the road that's cold
From the shadows of all that mountain shade
You'll start to fade
When you're livin' your life on
That side of the road that's cold
From the shadows of all that mountain shade
You'll start to fade
When you're livin' your life on
That side of the road that's
Cold, cold, you'll start to fade
Just took a long minute, and got away from all the people
To remember what I'm feelin' and why my brain's so feetle
And why's my brain so feetle? Cuz it feels no one wants to hear it
But I told you you could know me if you listen to my lyrics
So if you wanna know me just be sure to bring a speaker
Seems I'm not a human if I cannot be a creature
Took a while to go deeper
I cannot give my love unless I slip into the ether
I literally can't explain it
Too sensitive to take it, but i'll never even say it
Sabotage my reputation? Do it on a daily basis
Rather look inside then to corrupt all of your data
It seems my only mission is to be my own creator
Cuz the truth is a person that'll get you out
And a desire is a person that'll give you doubt
But a love for me? That just is never so
Because my mind can't settle on a way to go
And that's real- and it never even matters
I could validate my thoughts, but still stand on the latter
We can not wait for sadness
Sit with it a while, say does it still matter
The thing that holds me back is that fear
Seems easier to listen to what people wanna hear
And how easy that is
But I don't live that lie, and I may die alone
And i'll sing until my "I don't knows" become
Maybe I know, maybe I'm ill
Maybe I don't have all of the powers of will
To have you love me still
But I can't love me still until I pull the trigger
When the mind is moving slower I should probably
Pull it quicker- I know we got a vice and
You could pour into the liquor
But if you hear just what I'm sayin
You know I don't do the filler