Numb Video (MV)

I don't know what I'm wanting to say
I'm watching my soul try to run away
Begging, crawling, crying, creeping
All while my body is silently weeping
I don't know what I'm supposed to say
If I laid my heart down on the table
Would you tear it to shreds if you're able
And if I laid my heart down on the table
Would you quietly curse at this fable
I don't know what I'm wanting to say
But when I open my mouth to speak my mind
I feel nothing but numb
I feel nothing but numb
I've started new poetry
Wishing the fire'd go out
But if I'm sitting here waiting
Emotions parading
And everything's gray but my heart's syncopating
My teardrops would water the dirt, and still blister your drought
If I laid my heart down on the table
Would you tear it to shreds if you're able
And if I laid my heart down on the table
Would you quietly curse at this fable
I don't know what I'm trying to say
But when my throat chokes up
And I lose my mind
I feel nothing but numb
I feel nothing but numb
The memories we made
The games that we played
Laughs that we had
With this big charade
Confessions inside of our minds
That will never be shared
Just as long as we're sitting here waiting
For something to run down the aisle
And lessen our pain
Now it won't be the same