ReShake - A good feeling Lyrics

Nothing really changed
But I just got a good feeling
Emotions overloading overbearing
I'm concealing hate
Focus on the love
'Cause I never get enough
(And you can never get enough)

Logging out the news
Let the world burn to a cinder
Pour another cup of medication for my dinner
Someone's god once told me
That I'm gonna die a sinner
Let it be a lesson

That it's better alone

And I really want out
But it's holding me back baby
I won't let you go
And I really want out
But it's holding me down baby
I want you to know

That I'm trying so hard
But I can't seem to make it true
I don't want to give up
But I don't know what I can do

I got another second for myself
Fake another memory and put it on a shelf
Listen to the same song on repeat for an hour
Do everything I can before the memory turns sour

If I really want I can go outside
But I don't want to see nobody
And I'm hard to hide
So I'll just paint clouds on all my walls
(You think you'll be alright?)
That's how I hope it goes

And I really want out
But it's holding me back baby
I won't let you go
And I really want out
But it's holding me down baby
I want you to know

That I'm trying so hard
But I can't seem to make it true
I don't want to give up
But I don't know what I can do

Tell me if I'll be enough Will I ever be enough?

I won't let you

That I'm trying so hard
But I can't seem to make it true
I don't want to give up
But I don't know what I can do

Nothing really changed