Relentless feeling, anxiety creeps and I can't breathe
Hands are shaking
Your words are like carbon monoxide seeping through the floor
Flowing in my blood
Expelled by the heat of your tongue
Reoccurring nightmare of waking up and you're not there
No more sleeping
Lose myself into the night
I don't think the sun will rise
I think the pain slows down time
It doesn't matter what I think
I carry your words in my blood
I've seen the dream where your stomach says to leave and you say nothing and you're gone
I've seen the dream where your stomach screams to leave and I do nothing and you're gone
I'll let you go
Please just come home
You burn inside me
The blood in my veins
The air I breathe
Thoughts in my brain
Your words are like carbon monoxide seeping through the floor
Filling up my lungs
Boil out all of my blood