Respectbdub - Felt This Way Lyrics

I was going through the motion had me smoking crops
Need to talk about the pain but I don't see my pops
Love a cereal killer, know he had the pops
Now it's tryna change its image like it cut the locs
Breaking out of depression I had broke the locks
But I still don't feel free nowadays
Cut back on working out I'm smoking tree nowadays
Let the weight build up and take a knee nowadays i remember, when I was in a situation way worse situation that I am now
Looking for my next step asking God how?
Tryna win that next bet I'm on it right now
Waiting on my next check I gotta pay some bills
Did I go invest yet? Is this life for real?
Things I start to ask myself as I grow
Been through it all and they really never know for real
I never felt this way bout anyone but you
Know that I'll get through it, but hoping that you with me
I don't need nobody but then say come and get me
Need to fill the void cause the space was getting empty
Hoping you enjoy all the love that was in me
Chest feel vacant
Praying for some company they paying but ain't staying tryna see what they want from me
Hoping out a dark hole jumping to the light
Heart is like charcoal can I see the light
I was on a barstool tryna take my life
Drink it all away, hoping I forget Had a full circle got a place for you to sit
Talking bout our love and you say it wasn't shit
Then tell me what it was wait I don't wanna know
Heart already broken I don't need it on the floor
Hope already homeless it don't got nowhere to go
Will you let it in?
Open up the door
Times do change but I tried to stop the clock
Holding all the pain cause we both been through a lot
Hold on to this chain you'll remember who was real
Just don't let em snatch it that's how people end up killed
I never felt this way bout anyone but you
Know that I'll get through it, but hoping that you with me
I dont need nobody but then say come and get me
Need to fill the void cause the space was getting empty
Hoping you enjoy all the love that was in me for real