Revaira - Recovery Lyrics

I have witnessed how you broke the chain - with such a weightlessness - it seems like you never go astray. You have raised from the dirt to the sky. Tell me why tell me why it's so easy for you. What's your secret to stand straight all the time when giving in seems to be the only option to survive? My whole world is shattering when I see you living my dream and now I have to deal with my jealousy. The feelings of envy have inked my soul in black - I'm so f*cking pathetic. I know there was something worth to fight for. I know there was a fire in me. All I'm now is a victim of my neglected dreams. I'm exposed to the darkness in me. I have to face it - I have to face that we're not the same at all. I always thought strength is the will to go on. Would I be stronger if I let go? My whole world was shattering when I saw you living my dream - but maybe true strength is not what I believed.