You my best friend forever
Whether we lose it all
Didn't you see me fall
I didn't see your call
I was no show when you had died
It was a low blow when you said goodbye
See me how low I've gone this time
Took me a month just to write this line
Baby I was coming out of school when I first got the news
Talking bout sum crazy shit, I ain't know what to do
And then I started running for hours, just to find out it was true
I was losing myself but worst of all I lost you
I guess I never moved on correctly cause I'm tired of thinking about the shit that we should
Should've done
Should've been in the rain, I should've been there for your pain
Should've been feeling this fame
Breaking pictures out the frame
I guess it was all a game
I was no show when you had died
It was a low blow when you said goodbye
See me how low I've gone this time
Took me a month just to write this line
I was no show when you had died
It was a low blow when you said goodbye
See me how low I've gone this time
Took me a month just to write this line
Tell me baby is there really shit I could believe in
Allah, I lost this child, and plus my soul was leaving
Adding to the mirror that's reflecting grievance
I'm tired of speaking
I'm tired of the fact that I'm breathing
While this baby couldn't make it to his teens, it's
What's killing me inside
I was suppose to be his brother way before he died
I was his role model, an idol, but the only man that taught him wrong or right
I started drifting in lies
My head was making, that's why
I couldn't handle the tears in my eyes
I was too young to understand that he was living his life
And I was living mine
I had to find acceptance where my soul and mind resides
REV
I was no show when you had died
It was a low blow when you said goodbye
See me how low I've gone this time
Took me a month just to write this line
I was no show when you had died
It was a low blow when you said goodbye
See me how low I've gone this time
Took me too long just to write these lines.