Revivals - Confined Lyrics

I've been sitting here for hours on end
I'm afraid, afraid to stand up
'Cause minutes make up the hours I dread
When I feel I'm getting dried up
Do I still believe in myself - after all these years

Point the gun at me or burn me alive
Just give me something to hate
Days on repeat keeping me up all night
Please give me something to crave
All the lies - and all the shit that I tell myself

Under this skin
I feel confined
In every way
Cause I'm
Nowhere i should be
Am I to blame?

Already clicked my life away
It looks like - there's no other way
Cause I'm bathing in such bitterness
I can't see - what's coming next
I'm still sitting here, f*cking up my luck

(Already told you I)
Don't wanna become - oh so jaded
I forget - just why I started
I'm overthinking every single day
Can I turn acts into plays
It has to find a way out so it won't get me

I wish I could let go of all my twisted expectations

Under this skin
I feel confined
In every way
Cause I'm nowhere i should be
Am I to blame?