Lavender Video (MV)

My girl looks good, she not my girl anymore tho
Making every piece in my wardrobe
I need to open up when the door closes
I feel the pain like thorns on roses
I'm feeling sick like runny noses
Can't keep it in I know I show it
Sinking ships or rowing boats in it

Gotta get up and go-go
Get out the dark when I'm alone

I don't know if I can find it
I've been looking hard
Don't know what my script is
Don't know how to play my part

Every single day I can't find a smile
He's just a kid, he a troubled child
Losing my mind while I walk for miles
Lost in my mind I don't wanna say hi
Lost in the moment and lost in her eyes
Losing the moments then sit down and cry
Cherishing everything until they're perishing
I don't think that I'm ready for goodbyes
The breeze in the air, feel the magic like Penn
Telling me whatever happens is when
I learn from my losses I'm destined to win
Dreams of a lady, and hopping in Benz
Got all the time in the world I'm Big Ben
Feelings mutual for now we're just friends
Don't take pharmaceuticals, gotta stay zen
History does repeat it'll happen again
Ends are just knew beginnings, beginning to end
Till the time the next chapter shows us to begin
The breeze will not blow us away with the wind
The breeze will not blow us away with the wind

Gotta get up and go-go
Get out the dark when I'm alone

I don't know if I can find it
I've been looking hard
Don't know what my script is
Don't know how to play my part