Rho the Artist - Dream of Mine Lyrics

I'm still indulging in this child like dream of mine
Losing the love for it cuz there's only one thing in mind
It's money money this money money money that
Desperate in my mind like where the money money at
Losing myself in the process
Mad at the lack of progress
Everyday I feel like quitting everyday I wanna run away
Everyday I gotta convince myself to give this shit another day
Feeling like a bum while I'm trying to make this music work
Mad at all those years that I didn't put the music first
Haunted by all the opportunities I've squandered
Now the light I use to see and dream about gets somber
Frustrated at the fact I can't provide my family
Frustrated at the fact I feel y'all don't understand me
Frustrated at my damn frustration with everything
Every day I want to yell let it out but never scream
Scared my responsibilities gonna crumble
Future of my family falls on me if I'm humble
I was chosen for a purpose just a feeling deep inside me
F*ck the notoriety

I keep to myself
Take a piece from this Hell
And make peace with yourself
Take a piece from this hell and make peace
Take a piece from this Hell
And make peace with yourself
Take a piece from this hell and make peace

You can't save the world but you can help
If I had a S on my chest I'd do the shit myself
I do what I can I feel it ain't enough
Often disappointed cuz my expectations rushed
Some times the long game can feel hopeless
I struggle every day to keep focus
I'm starting to lose faith and I know this
I go through pain trying not to show this
Every day I get up but I can't ignore the numbness
Want my family to eat but this wait is hard to stomach
Even harder went you trying to keep your dignity intact
Nowadays you need some sort of goofy gimmick just to rap
But I just give you all of me that's word to john legend
Relive the pain that came among lessons
My misery in the open hope that y'all can learn from it
Put my life in these lines hope I don't get burned from it
Or judged for my herb loving
In turn I could earn something
From all of this yearn bubbling
Morals don't turn from me
Cuz I've been feeling like doing some crazy shit
Hope you come with a sign before it's too late for it