I don't know why
I'm saying these things
But, i need to get them off my chest
The reason why i haven't
Been talking to you recently
Or seeing you
Is because
It's because, i cheated
And i don't know why
And i don't know what went into my head
I don't even like the guy
There's not a way to describe
How lonely i feel
How depressed i feel
I can't tell you how much
I miss you,Because i
I found something that i never thought i would
That, i never
I never wanted to do
You know me
Better than anybody else
In this entire world
You see how
How my parents' divorce hurt me
How they cheated on each other, and that
That made me hate them
And how much i wanted to just
Be happy and be normal
And just get married
And just not have to worry
But i did something I never thought i would
And i hate myself for it
So
I don't know if you would ever talk to me again
I don't know if you ever wanna see me again
I'm sorry
I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry