Yeah My mama had to Stop school just to give Birth struggling to Find a Place just to stay Yeah Busy renting houses moving
Kasi to kasi a trynna get a Good job while my father left her struggling Then I was born with a disability
Spinal cord stuck in a Wheelchair
Kids ran away when I came back I'm a bully victim Yeah Every night I cried Sleeping thinking I'm to blame am 17 now Had no father figure growing up Thought I was okay without a father I guess I'm a disgrace I'm a victim to suicidal overdose
Smiling but I'm hurting
Laughing but am crying
Screaming but am broken
Running but am crippled by the pain
They say fake it till you
Make it I made it
I'm doing well I'm a basketball player Golf player Gold Winner Yeah mama Hope you're proud of me
Yeah Sorry I'm such a mess I got a kidney issue taking pills just to stay alive Yeah nearly Overdose Just to stay happy yeah depression and anxiety
Medicaid mind
Not a church kid
But am a prayer
Not a reader
But I read the Bible just to Stay alive
Started drinking just to Calm the pain