Ricky Rod - ON E INTERLUDE Lyrics

I'm pushin' albums out every year just like a baby
I got other shit going on, i don't let it phase me
Had friends cut me off for standin' up for myself
In a car with a friend who tried swervin' it to kill himself
But you wouldn't know that cause i keep that shit hidden
So i look picture perfect, tied together with a ribbon
And i still feel sixteen, but i'm goin' on twenty-one
Don't know if i'll ever be the chosen or the lucky one
Songs not doin' numbers, don't even know how
Drugs lookin' real good, screw it, gimme them right now
I put my blood, sweat, and tears in for what i want
While i run from failure, cause to me, all it does is haunt

I'll stay exhausted, yet stay workin' for all my years
So get me on the next flight to anywhere, but here
Lost my innocence at the young age of twelve
I survive on caffeine and nicotine, oh well
Therapist says i'm fine, but i'm overwhelmed, my mind's not aligned
Believed the therapist, but i'm dyin' on the inside
Got a few friends but for them, i'll provide
I go full speed while i'm on E for this ninety year ride

People still love to underestimate me
And they still love to think that i don't know anything
So when i make it, i won't forgive, and won't forget
I'mma make my people proud while i'm at the met
But for now, i'm anxious, to go home, not yet famous
So i'll keep writin' albums till my hair's filled with grayness
Been writin' this album locked in my room like a cage
But i shouldn't be this tired now, or at any f*ckin' age