Dear Mommy
I aint seen you in my Dreams Lately
I Hope to God you aint been hangin with them Phenes Lately
And I Been drinking way too Much I'm Startin to feel Crazy
This purple got me crazy Pray to God that he don't take me
But then I float into my thoughts that linger over my head
Cus Everything that I love except the kids all Dead
See I Be Smiling on the Surface but inside I'm scared
Of ever trusting anybody so its next to the bed
Sometimes I wonder how you let it get Worse
Your addiction broke the picture Pushing Shay to the Percs
And I admit that I was distant cus the pain still hurts
But in the end what's it worth
I cant Believe I got her name on a shirt
No Matter what I think about you Everyday
And When I think about Shay I wish that I could take her Place
Dear Mommy I Drank a lot And I Dont know what to Say
Despite my Actions I Still Wish I Pray
I Just Hope you Ok