Ridzee - The Closure Lyrics

This a story about a guy
Who was dead inside
He couldn't trust nobody
Coz he was stabbed million times
He gave up on all feelings
He gave up tries of healing
All he saw was darkness
And numb feelings trying to end his living
He was tired of his life tired of this fight
Tired of this world he just wanted to die
He just wanted to cry
But how could a man with numb feelings get to cry?
So he smiled with a blade to his vein he just smiled
With a heart dead inside he just smiled
With a body with no soul he just smiled
With a knife to his throat he just smiled
He just smiled
He just smiled
He just smiled
And then he saw a light
He ignored it at first
But then came a girl who pulled him in the light
Pulled him from the arms of the demons
In the lights
They met through a text and then talked all night
They talked all damn night
She talked all damn right
She looked like his Christ
She looked like his shrine
She took all his darkness and just threw it all outside
But they didn't meet in person
Just through the calls they fell in love
They used to feel each other so they fell in love
They used to heal each other so they fell in love
They used to sleep on calls
They used to feel it all
Once with numb feelings
Now he was feeling all the feelings that he lost
Now he was feelings all the love that he lost
Now he was healing everyday through her calls
Then he went to see her
She lived a thousand mile away
But he just wanted to see her
He just wanted to feel her
He just wanted to heal her
He just wanted to be hers
He went a thousand miles away
And then he finally met her
But she loved expensive places
She loved expensive faces
She loved expensive shits
That this kid couldn't just feel her
She was a different person
He couldn't even believe her
He still asked for money from his friends from his fam to keep her super happy
To keep her with him happy
But the thousand from this kid wasn't enough for this Bugatti
She said this isn't working
She said this isn't worth it
He said he'll give her everything
She said it won't be worth it
My ex used to drive mustang
And you're driving me in cab
She was calling this kid a rag
He was soo damn broken
He was soo damn frozen
Then he stood up paid the bill
And left while he was sobbing
(No offense but my ex used to drive a mustang and you don't match his standards)
He went back to his place
Back to his vain
Now all he felt was numbness
Running back in his veins
He cried in despair
In a city where he was all alone
The only person that he knew is now an unknown
Now an unknown
Now an unknown
But then he sworn
He'll be a big artist
He'll rap all his feelings
He'll rap for just healing
He'll rap till he burns all his miseries to ashes
In the city where he lost his feelings burnt to ashes
Where he saw his everything getting burnt to ashes
He said to himself I'll be the biggest thing I'll burn all these memories to ashes
I'll rap till i burn a f*ckin mustang to ashes