I want this to feel like
Diary entry
Number 4
Yahweh in my bloodstream its thicker than water
I got a flood scheme
Build a damn to catch the flows and save the lows from blows
Rich a flower from the concrete
A ruby in the rough I shine despite the tries to funk me
Call me James Bron Cuz when I ball Im chasin the rings not other things
Here we go again
Consistently tryna build the crafts while I fix the beat
They murmured so they killed the laughs and brought the beef
I grew up hearing manhood was to hold the pain
And to kill the pangs
Now I know the script is flipped
You hold it in you go insane
That's why I try to let the dribble pass and catch the peace
I used to hide it in and comfort another piece
Thinkin that pain would decrease
As quick as lightning man I lost McQueen
A shame I thought I found my partner in crime
No Bonnie and Clyde
I'm rich without depression they just bump the pride
Think that I'm lyin I show you that ima King
Claim some arrogance but that's incomplete
I got the ice in my veins no phlebotomy
They tried to see if this always was a part of me
I guess it's been
Here we go again