I scream for help, but no one hears me
That's because all the screaming goes on in my head
I feel like you don't see me, all you see is a pretty face
A rose so red
But this rose is dying on the inside, wilting & withering soon to be dried up
The only thing I do with my feelings is hide
You asked if It was okay, and I said I was fine
But the truth is, i lied
It's starting to show on the outside that I'm dying
But you still don't notice me
Drugs work everytime, to take my pain away
My birdies flew away, don't let me float away
Blue pill, red pill, yellow pill
F*cking my mind up ecstasy
F*ck it i ain't showing no empathy
23 shots at the enemy
Blue pill, red pill, yellow pill
F*cking my mind up ecstasy
F*ck it i ain't showing no empathy
23 shots at the enemy
Talk to me nice yea,baby you're mine now
Bae hold me tight now, I'm not tryna fight now
I need you to say my name while I penetrate
Drugs got my heartbeat sounding like an 808
I know it's not your fault you tried, but girl I need you to standing by my side
My side, my side
I know it's hard to be alive in a world full of lies
But I need you to love me like I died
I died, I died
Drugs work everytime, to take my pain away
My birdies flew away, don't let me float away
Blue pill, red pill, yellow pill
F*cking my mind up ecstasy
F*ck it i ain't showing no empathy
23 shots at the enemy
Blue pill, red pill, yellow pill
F*cking my mind up ecstasy
F*ck it i ain't showing no empathy
23 shots at the enemy
Stop asking me how I feel, when you don't even bother to see
I try my best to act like there's no issue
I wanna cry but the tears don't come out, and at this point I need more than just a tissue
People say my sadness is all just in my head
As a rose they try to save me by watering me down
They touched my thorns but I was the one that bled
I need sunlight but all I get it water
I hoped it would save me but instead it drowned me in my withering
And the pain just gets worse daily
You saw my thorns but you were scared to hold me
I played tough on the outside but I was lying
How could anyone care for a rose
When they couldn't even see it was dying?