Careful Video (MV)

Opened up my phone, checked the weather
Started writing lyrics, wrote a whole letter
Boogie with da hoodie did it good but I will make it better
Than I started making them beats and it seemed like forever

Never ending process made me feel like this is nonsense
Not learning to school started breaking my conscience
Maybe this rap will make a little bit more sense
After I introduce myself, very well

My name is Rik Janas, I just f*cked your bitches anus
I don't know what her name was so I guess she was just nameless
I woke up in the city shameless
Prepared to swallow the hate
Or to swallow the haters

They don't like the music I made
They don't think I'm good enough for this rapper game
Sometimes this critisism makes me feel insane
They say that I should be more careful about that I say
That I should try making them beats lighter, like the bright of day
But only the darkness makes me feel sane, so I am here today and I pray
I pray so I can be more careful about what I say

Sometimes I wish I was a little bit more
Careful
Sometimes I wish I was a little bit more
Careful
Sometimes I wish I was a little bit more
Careful
Sometimes I wish I was a little bit more
Sometimes I wish I was a little bit more careful about what I do
About what I try and what I say
Some people made it their own way
But most people haven't even made it to the doorway

I sometimes try to prove a point, although I knew I couldn't
Nobody understood a single word from this high school student
They say that I'm talking bullshit, that I act like I'm f*cked up high
Sometimes when I hear this I wanna sit in the corner and die
Melancholic thoughts keep flying in my head
The other day it went too far i was crying in my bed
The only right definiton was that I was feeling sad
On the inside it felt like I was dead
So I guess I should have been more careful 'bout what I said
Or they just wanna make me feel bad, and so I left
I went to whole other place in my head
After that I realized what a bunch of assholes I met
I started feeling bad, I started feeling sick
Anxiety issues started to bother me quick
So I said imma quit, 'cause if I'll be dead
Than I won't have to bother 'bout the things that I said

Sometimes I wish I was a little bit more careful
About what I try and what I say (Huh)