rilith - anomaly Lyrics

Know by the way you look at me
You don't care anymore
Afraid that I'm gonna leave
You have to leave me first
(leave me first)
Wish that you would talk to me
Or just walk out the door
Tell me what you want, so I don't have to hold this feeling anymore
I'm better off as an anomaly
Alone but I don't need your apology
Even if you did, I don't know what I'd believe
Even if I looked, I don't know what I could see
I'm better off as an anomaly
Alone but I don't need your apology
Even if you did, I don't know what I'd believe
Even if I looked, I don't know what I could see
I know you find honesty cringe
Honestly, I wanna jump off a bridge
It helps to find a reason why I could live when I could die
I know you find honesty annoying
Found out why everything's been hurting
It's everything you've been avoiding
Now the silence is slowly destroying
Everything you wanted unconsciously
Couldn't find a way to say it audibly
I'm just another anomaly
Can't let anybody close to me