off the edge w/ you Video (MV)

Every day I wake up, want this to be over
Every day I wake up a little bit colder
And there's nothing else I've got to show for
20 years of struggle and three more in the cold so
Every day I'm wondering when it's gonna matter
Try to find the words to make you feel better
But I'm dyslexic, I confuse the letters
I don't care if I never get better
I know it's hard to care so much
I don't know why I can't give up
This is all that I can do, I know it's not that great for you
Know that look in your eyes, why you looking haunted boo
Gaslight myself just like you
I don't know what's even true
Can't believe I nearly jumped off the edge with you
(Off the edge with you, off the edge with you)
Can't believe I nearly jumped off the edge with you
(Off the edge with you, off the edge with you)
Can't believe I nearly
Every day I'm wondering when it's gonna matter