Looking at the past
Searching for the answer
Tryna find a way to do it again
So once in a while
I go back in time
Back to my old ways
And put myself in big trouble
Alone, no one
To blame, put myself in big trouble
Alone, no one
To blame, for shit that I can't
Afford to change
I'm sad that this is over
So today, I will escape
And tomorrow, I'll clean up
I don't wanna party
I don't understand it
Used to be a one-of-a-kind
This is strange
What if it is aging?
What if I'm just fading?
Always tryna go back
To shit that I can't afford to change
I'm just sad that this is over
So today, I will escape
And tomorrow, I'll clean up
I put myself in big trouble
Alone, no one
To blame, put myself in big trouble
Alone, no one
To blame, for shit that I can't
Afford to change
I'm sad that this is over
So today, I will escape
And tomorrow, I'll clean up