Suddenly it's december
It just began and I'm struggling
Overwhelmed by the small things
Everything's grown up on me
I long for healing
Passing time I had to say
It's the same game, different day
I swear
No one's awake and I feel alone
I don't see this working out
Can't take care when I feel like shit
Cannot take care of myself at all
I long for healing
Passing time I had to say
It's the same game, different day
I swear
Stimulate my brain
So I don't have to deal
With all this weight on me
I'm not allowed to feel
I long for healing
Passing time I had to say
It's the same game, different day
I swear