RIOTIC - Hard Pill To Swallow Lyrics

With your hands around my neck, it's a hard pill to
I inhale you like nicotine but like the drug, I don't feel a thing
I pretend that you mean something just to stick around and avoid me
Cause it's too late for closure, too late to hold ya
Too late to say goodbye
We're past the point of no return
Where we're both prepared to burn
And we both know the reason why
I hated you
But that was just a tough act to follow
Didn't try my best so I seemed too hollow
Looking for the end but it seems too shallow
Loving you
Was probably the highest of my low
You never loved me, you fooled me so bravo
With your hands around my neck it's a hard pill to swallow
It's a hard pill to swallow
I drink you like fireball but like the drink, you don't sting at all
I pretend you're not next to me, It's less alone when my beds empty
Because it's too late for closure
Too late to hold ya, too late to hold ya
Too late to say goodbye
We're past the point of no return
Where we're both prepared to burn
And we both know the reason why
I hated you
But that was just a tough act to follow
Didn't try my best so I seemed too hollow
Looking for the end but it seems too shallow
Loving you
Was probably the highest of my low
You never loved me, you fooled me so bravo
With your hands around my neck it's a hard pill to swallow
It's a hard pill to swallow
It's a hard pill to swallow, bet you'd never ever
Bet you'd never ever thought you'd get so much truth now
I never lied in the past
Just wore a detailed mask
I carved a perfect smile to never frown
I gave you everything you'd want
You took without a second thought
I bet you regret all that now
You should've seen what I was
Instead of a lost cause
Cause I'm the cause to your loss now
I hated you
But that was just a tough act to follow
Didn't try my best so I seemed too hollow
Looking for the end but it seems too shallow
Loving you
Was probably the highest of my low
You never loved me, you fooled me so bravo
With your hands around my neck it's a hard pill to swallow
It's a hard pill to swallow
It's a hard pill to swallow
It never f*cking goes down
Never f*cking stays down
Always coming up now
Hard pill to f*cking swallow