A sorry is an empty word
Apologies repeat like a disk
I'm living in my brittle world
Grasping for something, I can't hold onto it
I'm always on the enemy side
I never mean to hurt you
But my intentions show a darker side
Grasping for something, are my apologies true
Hey there
Can you tell me my name
Cause I'm going insane
I can't stay in my lane and
Hey there
I'm dancing in the rain
Droplets of my own pain
Sorry for what I say
Am I supposed to
Care anymore about how you'll react
Cause my empathy, sympathy is something I lack
When I'm aiming to hurt, it's a full on attack
I'll apologize later for the ripple effect
Am I lost in the darkness of what I can't have
It's a simple f*cking trait that I can't seem to grasp
And I always f*ck it up, that's the me that relapse
I'll apologize later for the ripple effect
My tongue is like a switchblade
My mouth is full of cuts and wounds
Every apology that I say
Is a stitch that'll soon undo
Hey there
Can you medicate me
Cause I'm going insane
I'm forgetting your pain and
Hey there
I forget that you breathe
The world don't revolve around me
I forget that all the time and
Am I supposed to
Care anymore about how you'll react
Cause my empathy, sympathy is something I lack
When I'm aiming to hurt, it's a full on attack
I'll apologize later for the ripple effect
Am I lost in the darkness of what I can't have
It's a simple f*cking trait that I can't seem to grasp
And I always f*ck it up, that's the me that relapse
I'll apologize later for the ripple effect
I've burnt a bridge that I can't rebuild
Unless ashes can form wood but that's only in Hell
Who am I kiddin' I guess I've gotta find ways to heal
I'm self destructive as I destroy everything
Am I supposed to
Care anymore about how you'll react
Cause my empathy, sympathy is something I lack
When I'm aiming to hurt, it's a full on attack
I'll apologize later for the ripple effect
Am I lost in the darkness of what I can't have
It's a simple f*cking trait that I can't seem to grasp
And I always f*ck it up, that's the me that relapse
I'll apologize later for the ripple effect
Hey there
My apologies hate
Every word that I say
Sure, I mean them today but
Later this week
I'll forget where they lay
As my words start to sting
Sorry for letting you down