RIOTIC - The Enemy I Wanted To Lyrics

You wouldn't understand as the enemy
I was caught on the other end
Other end of your cheating
I'm systematic, lost inside
And all I've wanted is to die
Love is hatred in my eyes
Fall apart in my demise
I wish I could've hurt you one more time
Before I walked out of the door that night
I preferred darkness over your false light
Here we go again
I spiral inside your false despair
And now realize it got me nowhere
I wanted love but now I just don't care
So here we go again
You wouldn't get it as the bad guy
You played the bad role in the play of my life
You're a lesson that I've learned before
As I watch myself die on the floor
Love is a hatred I adored
But I can't take it anymore
I wish I could've hurt you one more time
Before I walked out of the door that night
I preferred darkness over your false light
Here we go again
I spiral inside your false despair
And now realize it got me nowhere
I wanted love but now I just don't care
So here we go again
You wouldn't get it
As the bad guy
You played the bad role
In the play of my life
You're a lesson that I've learned before
As I watch myself die on the floor
Love is a hatred I adored
But I can't take it anymore
I wish I could've hurt you one more time
Before I walked out of the door that night
I preferred darkness over your false light
Here we go again
I spiral inside your false despair
And now realize it got me nowhere
I wanted love but now I just don't care
So here we go again
I wish I hurt you
Like you hurt me
But I didn't have the heart to
Ain't that f*cked up
That I couldn't be
The enemy I wanted to
The enemy I wanted to
The enemy I wanted to