Too Scared To Ask Video (MV)

I'm scared of myself now
Don't know where I should go from here
Fear of becoming someone else
My voice is the only voice I don't hear
I don't believe in myself anymore
Not that I ever did I think
I'm trying to swim to the closest shore
But all I know how to do is sink
I guess it's too much to ask to be happy
But at least I don't have to ask to be sad
If I bite my tongue, the tears start flowing from me
I want them to stop but I'm too scared to ask
Too scared to ask
Maybe I wish I was numb inside
Cause it's easier to not feel a thing
And if I let you in, damage will collide
And it's a tune I know too well how to sing
I don't believe in us anymore
Not that I ever did I think
I'm trying to swim and you can rescue me
But you'd let me sink
I guess it's too much to ask to be happy
But at least I don't have to ask to be sad
So staying silent at least let's me feel something,
I wish it didn't but I'm too scared to ask.
Too scared to ask
There's nothing in this heart that you broke
Nothing left to repair so just go
I'd rather feel nothing than you so
Just leave me alone
I guess it's too much to ask to be happy
But at least I don't have to ask to be sad
And if I reach out, I guess that's saying something
But I never will cause I'm too scared to ask
Too scared to ask
Maybe I was meant to feel nothing
But even then, I would still have to ask
Cause happiness is an expensive price to pay
For something that I know won't last
So I'm too scared to ask