Ritsu - dial tone Lyrics

No I don't wanna feel the same
I don't wanna be the one to blame
I can't lost to your fantasies and
I just wanna be the one who's sane
I went to heaven and you weren't there
Missing the presence is never fair
I can't explain what I'm unaware
Can't fix the problems when I'm too scared
Too much what I had to deal with
It's all gone like the steel stainless
I fell in love like it should be painless
I'm so done I'm about to cave in

Why am I so scared to die alone
God won't pick up at the dial tone
I'm too far gone swimming up to shore
I can't get back up and you locked the door
Why am I so scared to die alone
God won't pick up at the dial tone
I'm too far gone swimming up to shore
I can't get back up and you locked the door

I can't hear what you said
And I know you want me dead
I can't fake the tears I shed
And I hope I find this thread
We were blessed you and I
Always stressed to feel alive
You would always speak your mind
You destroyed the things I like
I don't wanna put you to blame
I always hate it when you speakin my name
And I'm so tired of just feeling the same
And I'm done with all your games

Why am I so scared to die alone
God won't pick up at the dial tone
I'm too far gone swimming up to shore
I can't get back up and you locked the door
Why am I so scared to die alone
God won't pick up at the dial tone
I'm too far gone swimming up to shore
I can't get back up and you locked the door

I can't hear what you said
And I know you want me dead
I can't fake the tears I shed
And I hope I find this thread
We were blessed you and I
Always stressed to feel alive
You would always speak your mind
You destroyed the things I like