Ritsu - melancholy Lyrics

Cus I've been hiding
All of the things I want
And I've been finding it
Hard to stay on my own
And I still know
That I've fallen
Far away from what I've got
And I'm so tired
Of you stallin
All this time you let it rot
You made me cancel all my plans
So I could leave it all behind
And I never seem to answer
All the questions
On your mind
And I don't wanna hear you call
And I don't wanna see me fall
But I know
But I know
And all the feelings with you
Never came through
I don't wanna change myself to fit right in
And all the changes were true
The things I would do
To say that I could never be the one you quit
Cus I don't wanna leave it all
And I'm so sick of this silence
And I'm so sick of providing
All the things you want
You can't hide this no more
And you can't lie on this floor
And why'd I give it all up
When I couldn't get enough
And I can't decide
If I should let it go
And you coincide with everything I've known
I can't idolize the time I spent alone
But I know
I know
And all the feelings with you
Never came through
I don't wanna change myself to fit right in
And all the changes were true
The things I would do
To say that I could never be the one you quit