I'm used to the dark
I've been here before
But I'm finding it hard
Cos it's worse than before
Things used to be bright
When you were mine
But I'll be alright
I'm just taking my time
Tryna keep strong but it's difficult
Tryna move on but it's difficult
I don't understand why it's difficult
Turning me cynical
Making me critical
Every syllable hurts
Overthinking the worst
And it burns my brain when I'm trying to sleep
And every week I struggle to eat
And I pray yeah yeah
Every day yeah yeah
I'll be okay yeah
Cos I can't take this pain
And I cry yeah yeah
Every night yeah yeah
But I'll try yeah yeah
Cos I don't wanna die yet
What am I missing
I'm sitting here listening to sad songs
With the lights off
Am I wrong
So wrong
To wait this long
For someone
Listening to sad songs with the lights off
You know I'm not finding it easy
No one ever said it'd ever be easy
I don't wanna sound needy
But honestly its driving me crazy
Its on my mind on the daily
One of these days it gonna break me
No I know nothing can save me
Yeah nothing can save me
This mess that we've made
The same old mistakes
Heartbreak and high stakes
I guess we both changed
And it's been hard lately
But this is what you made me
Memory hazy
Tell me baby
What am I missing
I'm sitting here listening to sad songs
With the lights off
Am I wrong
So wrong
To wait this long
For someone
Listening to sad songs with the lights off
Suffering in silence
You never see me smiling
It's f*cking with my mind and
I'm running out of time and
I lie and say I'm fine and
I'm not f*cking fine
Cos I crossed the f*cking line yeah
One step at a time yeah
Suffering in silence
You never see me smiling
It's f*cking with my mind and
I'm running out of time and
I lie and say I'm fine and
I'm not f*cking fine
Cos I crossed the f*cking line yeah
One step at a time yeah
Now I'm scared of the dark
Cos I've been here before
What am I missing
I'm sitting here listening to sad songs
With the lights off
Am I wrong
So wrong
To wait this long
For someone
Listening to sad songs with the lights off
What am I missing
I'm sitting here listening to sad songs
With the lights off
Am I wrong
So wrong
To wait this long
For someone
Listening to sad songs
With the lights off