RizzyRay - Life Goes On Lyrics

I know the shit you're probably going through Might be hard just to tell somebody how you
Really feeling Please don't mean to make you cry, you need
To hear this Don't nobody understand until you're healing
I just heard my sister cry up in my arms That's like alarms, I can't understand

Until she wiped her tears And at her younger age, youngest age of seven
She told me granny gone, granny gone up in heaven
I hear the tension in her voice, she start to panic
I look at her and I see me, it's really tragic Told her when I was her age, I lost my auntie

Only thing we do now is stay strong for them A lot of them try to cross me over, life goes on
I bottle that shit just to keep them closer But me as a loner, I don't even care, cause life goes on
Yeah, when they left, I got in my feelings Took me a while to heal from it
Ain't talked to you in like years, and you say you still love me

It took me a while to figure out who really lying The ones that really been lying
Probably behind the ones that's dying
I'm sick of trying to please, I'm steady trying to leave
Really wanna end it all, but they don't believe

Look deep in my eyes, tell me what you really see
A nigga that be broken hearted, still in disbelief
At times I wish my bed was a grave, might rest in peace
My heartbreak stay on repeat, I'm tryna delete

The times I felt defeat, and the times I got mistreated
I'm speaking but I feel nobody really even hearing
By the time I'm gone, nobody gon' know what happened
All the times I felt the saddest, I'm saddened

But at least I know what happened
He blamed depression upon his daddy
Won't around saying, so he won't that happy
It ain't help none, his friends was a bunch of addicts

A bunch of addicts
He tried to overcome by climbing a ladder of pain
Tryna stay up in his own lane, till he got introduced to lean
And lean went to the weed, to the coke, just to cope

But he never got relief, so suicide got him resting in peace
A lot of them tried to cross me over
Life goes on
I bottled that shit just to keep them closer

But me as a loner, I don't even care
Cause life goes on
Yeah, when they left, I got all my feelings
Took me a while to heal from it

Ain't talk to you in like years
And you say you still love me
I done heard that a million times
At this point, I don't feel it no more

But life goes on