Ohhhhhhhhh-ohhhhhh-ohhh-oh-oh-ohhh
Wake up in the morning, light my spliff and take a walk
7:35, the fiends all in the parking lot, yeah
Still be itchin for the white, the black and Molly rock
Man, I don't miss them days where all that itchin never stopped, yeah
Say that shit again
You gettin cleaned up wit a mop, yeah
Imma flip the bag and double that
You gonna flop, uh
I was using drugs to deal with trauma, that's a lot
I can't trust my head, sometimes
I got intrusive thoughts, yeah
Demons all around me in the night, but I don't really care
At the pearly gates, I got some homies who gon meet me there
Look into my eyes and you gon find some pain and suffering
I done seen some shit that y'all ain't seen before, on god I swear
All I got up there is trauma, grief, loss and some neglect
Everyone around me think I'm fine, but I'm the opposite
Poppin meds till I just forget, layin in my bed
5, 4, 3, 2, 1, how could I forget
Baby told me that there's no one like me
I do me till death
Rest in peace to all my family
I just can't handle that
Brothers watching over me
I wish I could see them again
Lighting up a spliff for y'all, unh
Draw another breath
I don't wanna go back to the places that I was before
I remember days when all the demons knockin on my door
Couldn't get a blink of f*ckin sleep, you know that's for sure
I was layin back and countin sheep, can't do that no more
All I got is memories
A playback in my head
Someone said some shit to me, I can't remember what they said
Someone, can you help me I can't seem to find my f*ckin head
Why is it the best ones that we know who always end up dead
Wake up in the morning, light my spliff and take a walk
7:35, the fiends all in the parking lot, yeah
Still be itchin for the white, the black and Molly rock
Man, I don't miss them days where all that itchin never stopped, uh
Say that shit again
You gettin cleaned up wit a mop
Imma flip the bag and double that
You gonna flop, uh
I was using drugs to deal with trauma, that's a lot
I can't trust my head sometimes
I got intrusive thoughts
Aye, aye, aye
Okay, okay, okay
Aye
All these thoughts intruding on me, unh
I can't no rest
Thinkin I got a gift up in me, yuh
From the God of Death
Feel the otherside
The vail is thin and I can see my friends
Sometimes I'm feeling agonizing pain
Just to draw a breath
What the f*ck is wrong with me, unh
Well, I'm torn apart
One foot in the world of living
One foot in the afterlife
Tell me if you comprehend the pain
Because I doubt you are
I been seeing red too much, mm
Miss 'em with all my heart