Rllyon - The Silence Lyrics

Alone alone alone
Just like a haunted place
Some's wrong some's wrong

Cause I can't wrap around my brain
Why I'm free but feel restrained
If I welcome this as fate
Then will I break past these gates

Cause I can't lay where I made my bed
Living with no plans for the future that's ahead
Looking for a sign with every step I take
Cause right now everything is telling me to cave in
My loved ones worried as I try to make it out
Schedule claustrophobic can't move things around
Spreading myself thin tryna stick out from a crowd
Where everyone's a runner up but I'm on a prowl
Obsessing over details carving out my sound
Way too invested I need a turnaround
Every second tryna make it getting harder by the hour
Money power acclaim the downfall
Everything I'm down for
What I stand my ground for
What I make my rounds for
Sometimes I'm doubtful
For every outcome only me who's accountable

War in my head getting violent
The things I feel I can't describe it
So I feel alone where it's crowded
The silence

Cause I can't wrap around my brain
Why I'm free but feel restrained
Should I open up the gates
To the silence
So numb to the silence